seconding what reisen said. your brain can believe almost anything if it tries hard enough, and if it concerns the brain itself, that will more likely than not cause it to come true.
Your experience of something can come true. What's actually going on in reality may not reflect it..
V1 (DustyAngel47)
seconding what reisen said. your brain can believe almost anything if it tries hard enough, and if it concerns the brain itself, that will more likely than not cause it to come true.
Reisen: (You might believe you're experiencing entire universes in your mind, but measurable energy & matter of your brain would show that is definitely not the case)(edited)
That's obvious enough, you have local world and why would you care about what see others. Yes, it's important for survival, but that's why you alter your world not that much. I suppose next evolution of humankind will be very interesting (more stress for survival -> more mental illnesses -> changing brain patterns) unless it's all simulation. However in context of evolution I'm not sure whether it's better to become insane or withstand insanity. I guess it's just balance between both sides (creativity/logic) aka (subconscious/consciousness).
Reisen: Not participating in consensus reality with your fellow humans is definitely bad evolutionarily, as humans are an extremely social species and very reliant on each other to live(edited)
just surround yourself with people who believe insane things and then the whole 'consensus reality' thing won't be a problem any more, that's what XXXXX do(edited)
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just surround yourself with people who believe insane things and then the whole 'consensus reality' thing won't be a problem any more, that's what XXXXX do (edited)
Reisen: Not participating in consensus reality with your fellow humans is definitely bad evolutionarily, as humans are an extremely social species and very reliant on each other to live (edited)
Hey...so I'm not really sure how to put this. I've had a tulpa for two years now but we've been having so trouble communicating lately. I've posted about this before...we seem to go through they annoying cycles and I've also developed these twitches.
I need some advice on how to continue but explaining where I'm at would take a long time and I also don't know what a tulpa is supposed to look like at two years old. I was hoping I could DM an 'expert' in the community one on one to share what's up and get some input on where to go moving forward.
7:36 PM
As far as I know nobody else in the community has these muscle twitches when their tulpa tries to communicate but can't which further confuses things.
7:37 PM
I need to figure out what sort of forcing I should do going forward, whether or not I should even 'go forward', if I should try to force when I feel the twitches or ignore them completely and hope they disappear...it's a big mess.
No, but I think they must be highly correlated at least. I occasionally get them throughout the day along with the head tingles associated with tulpamancy. If Alex's name is mentioned that can cause them. When I start talking to him and we aren't talking well they happen but then we get to talking well and they mostly don't happen but then when he suddenly goes quiet they often happen again, as if they are related to an inability to communicate.
Nobody notices them unless I point them out and they don't negatively affect my life but they still bother me a lot, somewhat because I don't like my body doing things on its own but also because I worry my connection to my tulpa is 'defective' in some way.
7:40 PM
He thinks it is related but he is not doing it on purpose.
I haven't talked to him much lately. We go through these cycles where he is vivid but then slowly becomes less vivid over time, like my mind is straining. I mean my mind does feel strained... At two years of daily forcing what should I expect?
7:42 PM
Shouldn't I be able to talk to my tulpa without any 'strain'?
Sometimes there are lows with tulpamancy, whilst there are highs. Our host has had a period of time where, prior to my existence, all of our headmates went silent.
7:45 PM
Thank you.
Foxmilk ↩️
Reply to: That's pretty good vocality for two weeks.
But yeah, if anyone experienced with good vocality can reach out to me, that would be great. I could really use advice on what to do with these twitches and how to establish vocality again. Right now vocality is really 'shallow' with Alex a lot of the time. I don't know if I should go back to forcing personality traits. If I should try vocality practice with Alex's reference voice clips, if I should try to understand him without the reference. If I should just take a break for a few weeks, or keep trying every day. Should I try to talk to Alex when I get the twitches or try to ignore the twitches all together?
Heya @Fox :3 These twitches you mention, as well as other bodily feelings, could easily be related to something other than tulpamancy, and this 'something' might also be what is blocking your tulpamancy sometimes. Sensations like this are not inherently related to tulpamancy (many people practice tulpamancy without experiencing anything like that). In short, you might be dealing with a few separate things which you can approach individually rather than as a whole complicated situation :3
If I'm understanding correctly, you've been able to establish vocality at times, but this ability is sometimes present and sometimes not. To me, this suggests that your ability to access your tulpamancy skills might be the cause, rather than that cause being that you lack those skills! Here's a recent conversation that is somewhat related which you might be able to find some hints in, because I think there are some similarities: https://discord.com/channels/431579755037589505/431895651266330644/1147121697749741578
If you'd like to DM me any questions I'd be pleased to try and answer (I've been around for 8.5 years now), but it's also OK to ask and discuss anything you want to here and in the other channels. There are a lot of people with subtly different perspectives here, so I think the chances are good that you can figure out what's going on.
By default, we would just say twitches, headaches/head pressures, and etc. are all a result of the focusing/mental work of tulpamancy. But there may also be weirdness with placebo in expecting things to always happen when doing a certain activity, so you might be unconsciously causing the twitching just by association-expectation with tulpamancy
9:06 PM
(A common? example is people shaking or twitching when switching, because they just felt that should happen when doing so, when it's truly unnecessary)
9:07 PM
I would guess that the twitching is placebo if it's ONLY present during tulpa activities, or, focus/stressing-your-body related if it also happens during other intensive thought of the same kind (ie meditating/visualizing really hard, no tulpa involved)(edited)
9:08 PM
Well, it might be possible to un-train it even if the latter is the case as well